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??Yo
I can't sing
I feel like singing
I wannna *edit* sing
Cuz i'm happy
Yea' i'm happy
He He
I got my baby back
Yo, check it out?
Somedays i sit, starin' out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes i think there??s nothing to live for
I almost break down and cry
Sometimes i think i'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy!
Why am i here? am i just wastin' my time?
But when i see my baby
Suddenly i'm not crazy!
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes (oh no)
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leaning on me
Cos sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me
My baby girl keeps gettin' older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes,
cuz they don't understand me
They just don??t see my real side
I act like *edit* don??t phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy!
My insecurities could eat me alive
But when i see my baby
Suddenly i'm not crazy!
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leaning on me
Cos sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she come back to me
Yeah man if i could sing,
i'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If i could hit the notes,
i'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how i feel about her,
how proud i am that i got her
God, im a daddy, im so glad that her mom didn't abort her
Now you prob'ly get this picture from my public persona
That i'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But i wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cos there's a lot of *edit* i keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul,
And just know that i grow colder the older i grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And i think my neck is breaking
should i just give up or try to live up to these expectations?
now look,
I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But i got a wife who's determined to make my life livin' hell
But i handle it well, given the circumstances i'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that i've wasted is nothing to the tears that ive tasted
So here's what im facin: 3 felonies, 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman, i've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to peoples' backs bent over backwards for this woman
Man, i shoulda seen it comin, whad i stick my *edit* up in?
Wouldn't have ripped the pre-nup up if i'da seen what she was *edit*
But *edit* it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, baby the only lady that i adore, hailie
So sayonara try tomorra, nice to know ya
my baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
Its like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted
Now it don??t feel like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone??s leaning on me
Cos My baby knows that her daddy's a soldier
Nothing can take her from me
Woo!
i told you i can't sing.
Oh well, i tried
Hailie, remember when i said
If you ever need anything, daddy would be right there?
Guess what, daddy's here.
And i ain't goin nowhere baby
I love you (kiss)"
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