my quest is simple
a desire i??´m trying to feed
ever since aware of myself
consciousness - just being there to bleed
eyesore for others - since the day i was born
i feel the guilt for being me
i feel the shame for being bron
i feel the engine

i??´ve already begun to feel dead
if notfor the people that surround
i would drift away or fall apart
dissolve my being without a sound
the engine...the core..the focus of my world
occupying, fueling...uncoupling my two selfs to be heard

i know nobody
i??´m known by none
non being
nothing to anyone
i have no passions
i have no friends
i need the engine
..to repent
...my only sin..to repent my only sin!!!!
...to...repent...
...to...repent...
i??´m only me
the body
the engine!!!

tear down the body
dismantle my inner structure
destroy the shell that contains my soul

...my soul...
become the engine